I had the most fantastic time of my life, meeting the girl of my dreams on holiday.The feeling is mutual but?

I’m fresh of holiday, been back for 2 weeks now. I went away with some very close friends. A few days into the holiday me and my friends were a sitting at a table ready to go out. Just before we had to leave we all notice some girls at the bar, me being shy in these situations sat back and it wasn’t long before one of my friends approached one of the girls. I just remember seeing one of the girls who took a back seat as well. She was stunning, Straight away I could just tell she was everything (to look at) I always wanted. We shared a few awkward moments at catching each other staring at one another. The time had come for us to go out and the girls were staying in tonight as they had jus flew in. I immediately spoke to my friend who had done most of the talking, asking where there from and how long are they staying. There from America I was told and they were there for 7days. Well we had 7days left to do so this made me so happy. That whole night I couldn’t stop thinking about her. Here I am in one of the best clubs in the world, alcohol, dancing, girls and im sitting down looking like I don’t belong. thinking to myself I must find her tomorrow and talk to her. Anyway the night passed and it was now morning. Me and one of my friends decide to go to the beach and find them. Brilliant there over there, we see all the girls lying down in the sun. But the one im here for is asleep. So we get chatting to the other girls getting to no one another, there are truly a group of lovely girls, very friendly and warm people. We decide to go for a swim in the sea. Finally she wakes up and sees her friends talking to us, she gets into the water and we talk straight away, just small talk, but time just seems to disappear when we were together. So what we done was, we got the girls to come out with us that night. It was the best night of my life, we got to no each other so much, we danced we kissed it was amazing, unforgetable.So the night comes to and end and we all get a cab to the hotel. This beautiful girl on my arm agrees to come back to my room. I wasn’t interested in a one night stand, this was so much more than that. All I wanted was to hold her in my arms and show her how I felt about her. She layed in my arms all night, I was in heaven. Over the next few days we were inseparable, we spent every moment we could together, we watched the sunrise, we walked on the beach swam in the ocean, I was falling for this girl. The last night came and I wasn’t my usual self with her, we went to a show (the whole gang) and I new the next day I was leaving, flying back to England when the girl of my dreams was flying the other way to America. Devastated. I was getting restless just thinking about it. Sweating my heart was pounding, I had to go to the toilet. I broke down in tears. 23 years of age 6f 2″ crying in the men’s toilets. My friend immediately came to find me, he new what was wrong, I told him im falling in love with this girl and I don’t no what to do. He words were simple, “Donny follow your heart”. I rushed back to my girls side held her and made sure our last night together was incredible. I was flying at 3pm the next day, it was now 4am and we were now leaving the club. I asked her if she would like to walk home, She agreed so hand in hand we did. I told her how I felt, how this has never happened to me before. Hearing her voice saying she felt the same way was like an angel talking to me. We talked about running away together there and then, packing our bags and starting a new life. I was so close to doing, I really was. We walked back to the hotel went straight to the beach and watched our last sunrise, it was so beautiful. We slept right there on the beach, her lying in my arms. I woke up at around 10am I think, I woke her up and took her to her bed while I went to my room and packed. My emotions and feelings were everywhere, she phoned me at 12pm to meet down stairs. All I had was 3 hours left with this girl. We went straight to the beach sat on this rock way above everyone else and looked out at sea. I cherished every second. The time came to leave and I wanted to stay strong in front of her, we exchanged numbers emails and face book so we could stay in touch. When I left her she broke down, It was killing me inside to see her like that. just as I left I Looked her in the eyes and said “nothings impossible, I promise you we will see each other again”. I got on the bus and broke down, the whole 12 hour trip to get back to my house I cant remember a time when I wasn’t crying. My friends all around me wanted to help but didn’t no what to say to make it better. I got home and straight away went to my dad, mum and sister, told them this story and asked what I should do. They said the same thing as my friend in the toilet, follow your heart. I think a day or two went by then I got in contact with the girl I was falling for. We talked and said it was for real, not just a holiday romance we wanted to be together dropped everything, my work, my football, this house I was fixing up to stay in. I needed to go see her in America, I went to the travel agents and brought a ticket to go and be with her.Shes so excited we both are. I go on the 22nd of this month, im allowed to be in America for three months until I have to leave.Heres the but, im so nervous about going, not to see her, because when im with her its like nothing else maters to me, I just want to make her happy. She got her whole life there, a different one to what I no. Her family, friends, university. I’m going to a foreign country all alone no friends, haven’t a clue what to expect. I’m just following my heart, this girl is my body mind and soul, am I allowed to be nervous??? Any advice is very welcome and im sorry about the essay.

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